Dil ki gehrai me basi mohobbat

Jab aapka first msg aaya tab mera man bat karne ka nhi tha kyoki aap ek ladki thi or me kisi gam me tha lekin pta nhi kyo me na chahte hue bhi aapse bate karne lga or mera gam aapse bat karke kam hojata 1 sal beet gya hme rojana bat karte hue mujhe kuch pta hi nhi chla ki 1 year ho gye he lekin aapke exame time jab aap 3 month bolke alvida kaha to me tab to ha bol ke chla gya but unhi 3 month me mene tumhe itna miss kiya jese meri dhadkan tumse judi ho ek week bhi nhi hua tha or esa lag rha tha ke kai mahino se bat ni hui har din mujhpe bohot bhari lagne lga tab mujhe kuch ehsas hua ki me aapse mohobbat karne lga hu aapki aadat or aapki bato ki aadat si ho gyi he jab aap mujhse jhagda karti or mujhpe gussa karti to mujhe koi gussa ni aata sirf mujhe mohobbat ka ehsas hota ke koi apna hi mujhe dat rha he
Jab tum kisi ladke ke bare me mujhse bat karti to mujhe jalan si hoti but me khud ko sambhal leta or sunte rehta or hamari dosti ke kuch 3 sal bad aap mujhse kai mahino me ek bar bat karti me aapke msg ke intezar me rehta hamari dosti ke bad mujhe jab pyar ka ehsas hua to mene apni sari frnd se bat karna band kardiya pta ni kyo mujhe kya hua mene apna number hi change kardiya or new no. Sirf aapko diya kyoki sari khushi aapse bat karke milti or mujhe ek na ek din apni frnds ko chodna tha kyoki vo kisi or ki amanat thi mera koi jor na chalta ek dafa mene aapko whatsapp voice calling pe prapose kiya tha or aapka replay mangte hue truk me takrane ki kaha tha us din bato hi bato me tumhari aawaz ki gungunahat me me madhosh sa ho gya or khambe se takra gya mera phone niche rod ke kinare gir kar tut chuka tha or mujhe chot bhi aayi thi but us waqt mujhe dard ka koi ehsas hi nhi hua lekin tumne mere praposal ko reject to nhi kiya or na hi koi jabab diya kyoki me tumhare liye ek ajnabi tha mene kafi time tak socha ki kya bat he replay nhi aaya fir mene apni ek sana name ki frnd se pucha tab usne kaha ki koi bhi ladki ek anjan ladke se bina mile bina dekhe bina jane koi...

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