Baat 23 October 2014 ki hai.. ek wrong number se call aaya tha.. usne kaha ki kya mona hai , aap mona ke bhaiya hain kya,..
Waise to main kisi mona ko nhi janta par uss time meri age 18 ki thi flirting time pass ye sab karta hi tha… To maine kaha nhi wo abhi nhi hai and mona ka bhai ban kar maine usske bare me pta kiya… Mera koi galat irada nhi tha bas main masti kar rha tha.. to pta chala ki wo BHU (banaras hindu university) me padhti hai. Aur mona uski roommate thi jo ghr aayi huyi thi, ladke ka aawaj sun kar usne call pHle hi cut kar diya tha .. ye sab baate hum sms me kar rhe the..

Last me maine use sorry bola aur bta diya ki ye wrong number hai… Wo thoda to angry huyi par jyada serious nhi li… Maine use friendship ke liye puchha usne mna kar diya.. maine zid ki to wo boli wo study me dhyan deti hai ladko se door rahti hai. Koi bhi ladka uska friend nhi hai aur wo friendship karna bhi nhi chahti,

Maine bahot zid ki.. main to chhichhora tha… Aur usi time mera ek breakup hua tha to thoda thoda sad bhi tha.. To zid kiye ja rha tha.. to wo maan gyi pR usne kaha ki wo jyada baate nhi kar payegi… Main maan gya..

Fir hmari friendship huyi aur hum dono ne ek dusre ko jana… (Dosto main uska naam share nhi karunga kyuki wo agar hoti to kabhi allow nhi karti)

Ek do din me hi hmari friendship achhiho gyi… Uske bare me aapko btau to wo jharkhand ke late har district ke ek chhote village ke muslim family se belong karti hai… Aur uske gaaon men ladkiyo ke padhayi ko jyada importance nhi di jati… Usne 10th and 12th private exam de kar complete ki… Uske ghar wale sab educated the isliye use aage padhne ka mauka mila.. uski bua ka ghar varanasi me hai use BHU me admission mil gya … Self study ke dam par wo BHU tak pahuch gyi…

Ye sab jaanne ke baad mere dil me uske liye respect badh gyi.. aur haa wo mujhse 2 year badi thi… Mean tab uski age 20 year thi…

2-3 din me hi achhi friendship ho gyi.. wo mujhe samjhati thi ki achha ladka banu padhayi me dhyan du. Ladkiyo ke chakkar se door rhu… Etc etc etc…

Main hmesha masti karta rahta tha… Friendship itni achhi ho gyi ki hum dono din bhar baate karne lge.. abhi sirf 5 din huye the… Agle din usne call kiya aur boli ki sahid tumhari wajah se hmari study disturb ho rhi hai isliye ab hum baat nhi karenge.. uska ye bahana mujhe thoda jhutha lga to maine usse puchha ki kya ho gya btao kya baat ho gyi hmne kya galat kar diya… Bahot puchhne ke baad usne kaha ki dekho tum bure ladke ho tumhare jaise ladke humko pasand nhi.. par tumse baat kRne ki aadat hoti ja rhi jo hum nhi chahte isliye hum aate nhi karenge.. to maine kaha ki aisa kuchh bhi nhi hai pahli baar kisi ladke se itna baat kar rhi isliye aisa lag rha koi aadat nhi hoga… Friendship hi to hai… Baat karna na chhodo…Mujhe usse baat karna achha lagta tha… Fir wo maan gyi.. aur hmari baate hone lgi… Hum maximum time ek dusre se call me ya sms me baate karte the… Main bhi uske liye kuchh bhi galat nhi feel karta tha…

Friendship gahri ho gyi thi… Abhi jyada din huye bhi nhi the…
Fir ek din 3rd November 2014 jis din diwali thi… Main usse raat me baat kar rha tha .. achanak se usne kaha I Love You.. mere bilkul samajh nhi aaya ye kya kah diya isne.main shocked tha kyuki main soch bhi nhi sakta tha kiye ladki mujhe I love you kahegi… Wo special ladki thi tarde. Aur main aawara.. hmari jodi kahi se bhi fit nhi baithti thi.. mujhe shock lga maine phon cut kar diya.. aur mujhe lga ki main nind me hu aur sapna dekh rha hu . Mujhe bhrosa nhi ho rha tha jo hua usme… Maine phone check kiya to uska number last call me tha tab bhi lag rha tha ki maine kuchh galat suna aisa nhi ho sakta.. maine use dubara call kiya usne cut kiya fir khud se lgaya.. (hmesha usi ka paisa lagta tha baat karne me wo rich family se belong karti thi.. main bhi ghar se bahar rahta tha aur mere paise to masti karne me hi khatm ho jate the to recharge kaha se krata aur jio jaise plan nhi the uss time par)

To uske call kiya maine kaha ki kya jo maine suna wo sahi suna.. wo chup thi… Par uski chuppi me main samajh gya ki meri to diwali ho gyi.. main ye mauka hath se kaise jae deta… Waise to koo khas love feeling nhi thi uss time uske liye… Par uski respect bahot thi… Aur uske jaisi ladki ka milna mere liye bahot khas tha.. maine I love you too kar diya… Hmne poori raat baat ki… Next day main din bhar so rha tha.. fir sham ko market gya tha dosto ke sath ghumne tab uska call aaya.. main bahot khush tha..
Par ye kya usne call kiya aur rone lgi.. mujhe bilkul samajh nhi aa rha tha ki ye kya hi rha hai.. maine usse wajah puchhi to usne rote huye mujhse sorry kaha aur ye boli ki sahid hme maaf kar do. Hum khud ko rok nhi paye pta nhi kaise par tum hme achhe lagne lge aur hme tumse pyar ho gya par sach to ye hai ki hum tumhara sath nhi de payenge kyuki hmara rishta pahle se hi kahi fix ho gya hai.. humne na chahte huye bhi tumhe I love you bol diya… Humse galti ho gyi hme maaf kar do.. hme bita hua kal samajh kar bhul jaao..
Bas yaaro itna sunna tha ki pta nhi kyu mere dil me uske liye bahot...

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