Hii frndzz myself nafis shaikhh. Mein koi writer nahi hu a ur naahi mein koi regular reader hu. Bus yeh jo mein apni life ka wo sach aap se isliye kar raha hu ki kahi aap bhi wahi galti naa dohraaye. Baat us waqt ki hai jab mein 12th ka exams diya tha. vacation m daddy ne computer kharid kar diya tha kyunki mein computers me bahot intrested tha aur mujhe computer course joined karna tha. Jaise hi computer aaya meine apne mobile k through net start kiya n apni facebook ki id start ki. Mein din bhar apne frndzz se chat karta tha kyuki mere paas pehle mere ph mein chat nahi supported tha n mera thik timepass hojata tha. ek aur mein bahot intresting post bhi karta tha fb pe. Aksar mein note karta tha ki ek ladki mere har Post ko follow kar rahi hai. And uske likes bhi aarahe the bus meine chance dekha n fb p frnd requst bhej di jab ki mein use jaanta bhi nahi tha. Usne requst accept karli thi. For security reason mein uska real name nahi bataunga bus uska naam aap aaliya (nickname ) tha. meine ek din use hii message bhi kiya. Bus woh sab message timepass karne k liye kar raha tha , kyunki mujhe pyar mein zara bhi bharosa nahi karta tha. Saamne se koi reply nahi aaya. Meine 2nd day reply kiya n saamne se reply aagya. Meine hw r u ka msg kiya usne rply bhi kiya. Fir meine apna intro diya aur usne sirf apna naam bataya fir mein post karta tha mere post sab dard bhare rehte the n wo like bhi karti thi meine uski frnd list check ki wo new thi fb ek 2 month hue the use id banaake . Fir hamari hii, hello, zyada hone lagi mein bhi usse bht baat karne laga tha but woh sab mere liye sirf time pass tha . Fir 1 month tak hamari baat normal hoti rahi. Uske baad jaane anjaane mein uske close hota gya jab ki woh utni close nahi thi mujhse. Pehle hamara kuch fix timing nahi tha fb ka ab hamara fix timing tha use jab kaam hota ya muje hota to hum ek dusre ko time dedete n wahi time p aake chat karte the mera vacation end hone pe tha n results h.s.c ke aachuke the n mein 67% se paas hogya tha n somaiya college m admission hogya tha jo ki reputed college thi. Lekin hamari chat badti chali gayi ab hum chat p bahot close ho chuke the but as a frrnd. Mein use sirf timepass samajhne ki koshish karta tha . Aur hum ek dusre ki bahot care karne lage mujhe bhi bahot accha lagta tha. Humne kabi ek dusre ko dekha nahi tha meine usse pic upload karne ko kaha n meine bhi apna pic upload kiya. Uska pic bhi dekha to masha_allah bahot achi lag rahi thi. Hamara waqt uhi guzarta gaya n hum ab itne close the ki hum ek dusre ko khud se zyada jaanne lage the. Mein tabhi bhi ignore karta tha ki ye pyar nahi hai. Kyunki aisa attraction 12 ki picnic m mere saath ek ladki ko lekar ho chuka tha. N meine apna past bhi aaliya se share kiya. Mera first year b.com ka 1s t semester aachuka tha n pehli baar aisa hua hoki koi exam ho aur meine us exam ti tayyari naa ki ho. Meine ye baat aaliya ko batayi. Usne mujh se kaha ki ab exams k baad hi baat karenge. Mujhe pehle thoda ajib laga n meine bhi socha Ki exam mera hai isko kya problem h baat karne me. Well meine apna exams diya padhkar n exam k last din jab meine facebook khola to dekha k uska message tha k “inshaallah aap paas hojaoge n sham me milo” meine kaha k “pehle kyun nahi baat kiye” usne samjhaya k agar hum baat nahi karte to aap concentrate nahi kar paate” meine kaha ok well ab mein aap sabhi ko aaliya k baare me batata hu” aaliya ek ache family ki ladki thi .family me uski mummy, choti behen ,ek bada bhai aur ek badi behen jiski shadi ho chuki thi. Aaliya ke daddy nahi the. Bada bhai job karta tha aur wo chote baccho ko ghar me tution padhati thi aur saath hi saath syb.a sndt college se correspndnce kar rahi thi. Aur wo mujhse 3.5 saal badi thi. Yeh baat hum dono jaante the. Well hum dono ki baate yuhi chalti rahi. Mera results aaya mein sab mein paas tha ye sunkar exitement me mujhse kaha thankyun “jaanu” yeh sunkar mein chaunk gaya lekin mujhe andar se bahot acha laga. Agle message me usne mujhse jaanu kehne k liye sorry kaha n maine kaha its ok aapko kehna hai to kehsakte ho usne nahi kahaa. Meine kuch nahi kaha . Mein ab khud se zyada uski care karta tha kyunki woh khane k maamle m susti karti thi. Aur sab pehle khalete the fir khati thi. Mein bhi usse jhut kehdeta k maine bhi nahi khaya hai tab khati thi. Jab ki sach to yeh hai ki mujhe bhuk bardaasht nahi hoti hai. Well aise h hume baat kiye 8 month ho chuke the ab hum dono k exams aachuke the uska exam pehla tha mera 20 days baad. Baato mein meine ek din kaha k mujhe aapse phone p baat karni hai usne mera no liya n kaha k first paper k baad wo mujhse phone karegi . Aur meine kaha exam time hum bilkul baat nahi karenge fir b maine kaha aap bus 5 mint k liye phone kar lena. Usne kaha thik hai n exam ka time btaya. Next day mein apne room m jaake 2 bje k baad phone ka wait karne laga. 2.30 bje k karib mera ph bajaa meine dekha unknown no hai meine fauran salaam kiya n usne jawaab diya n masha allah uski awaz bahot pyari thi. Humne karib 10 mint tak baat ki khabar khariyat pucha aur next exam k liye best of luch kaha n kaha k baat karke bahot acha laga. Uske baad wo har exam k baaad college se ghar pahunchne tak baat karti. Ab mein samajh nahi paarahaa tha k yeh pyar hai ya attraction . Well meine kaha jo bhi h thik h. Exam k baad hamari ph p baat nahi hoti thi kyunki wo ghar p baat nahi kar sakti thi. Uski mummy ko love marriage pasand nahi tha. N mein apne ghar me apne daddy se bahot darta tha mere daddy old mind k insan hai. Mera f.y.bcom ki vacation me meine ek call centre joined kiya n kaam karne k wajah se meri aaliya se kam baat hone lagi kyunke mein subha kaam par jata n ni8 me jaldi sojata tha. Vacation khatam hone wala tha meine job chod diya kyunki 2nd year ka college start hone wala tha . Ek din chat p maine aaliya ko propose kardiya waise mein propose karna nahi chahta tha lekin apni feeling rok nahi paya. N uska reply tha i love u 2 but as a frnd meine uski baat samajhli meine ok kahaa n hum abhi bhi bahot acche Freind the. Ek mahine baad aaliya ko apne gaon jaana pada kuch urgency ki wajah s gaon m uski badi sis rehti thi . 15 dino tak hamari koi baat nahi hui n Mein andar se toottaa jaaraha tha fir 15 dino k baad uska phone aya n khabar pucha mein usdin bahut khush tha humne thoda baat kiya fir humne shaam ka time liya chat karne k liye. Chat me n phone pemeri aaliya bahot bechain thi meine reason pucha to usne kaha I LOVE U JAANU ALOT meine kaha kya hua aaliya usne kaha k 15 din mere bina uske life k sabse toughest day the n i love u alot meine kahaa i love u 2 hamesha mein bhi puri tarha se toot chuka tha apke bina. Achanak mere cell ki ghanti baji meine ph upar wale room me jaake uthaya woh ph uska tha jab meine hello kaha to saamne se halka rone ki awaz aarhi thi wo sisak rahi thi meine bhi pehli baar emotional hua n meine phir se i love u kaha n kahaa plz dnt cry. Usne kaha pataa nahi yeh kaise hogaya hamare saath that i love u. Meine use thodi tasalli di n finally uski thodi muskurahat wapas layi;-). Ab mein bhi usse pyar karne laga tha pata nahi chala yeh sab kaise hogya but meine khuda ka shukra ada kiya ab mein ne facebook p apni ek secret group banayi jisme sirf hum the. Ab tak hum kabhi ek dusre se mile nahi the . Well ek din meine use milne ko kaha usne b kaha use bhi mujhse milnaa h. Hum plan banane lage usne ghar p exam k time table dekhne k liye sndt college jaane ka bahaana kiya hum 10 bje milne wale the usne mujhe santacruz k bus stop p milne ko kaha. Mein b subha 8 bje college gya n ek lecture pehle waha se nikal gya aur 10 bje se pehle stop p pahunch gya mujhe santacruz ka zyada kuch pata nahi tha n milne k liye wo aur uski choti sister aane waali thi uski choti sis mere age ki thi use humdono ke baare m pataa tha . Meine ek din pehle hi apni aaliyaa k liye gift lekar aagya tha n mein stop p khada hogya 10.15 ho rahe the meine saamne wale stop p dkha to ek bus nikalne jaa rhi thi. Meine msg kiya k kaha ho uska reply aya mein bus mein baithne jaarhi hu aap bhi aajao. O teri mein opposite stop p wait kar raha tha. Bus nikalne jaarhi thi mein fauran dauda and chalti bus me chad gaya . Ab us bus m aage k ladies m sab naqab m the mein aage gya n fir piche jaakar baith gya.kyunki sab naqab m the isliye thodi confusion thi. Fir mujhe msg aya k hame sndt college k paas wale stop p utarna hai . Meine reply kiya madam pehle btao to baithe konsi seat p ho fir reply aaya kyun aap nahi pehchaan paaye. Tabhi meine dekha second seat p do girls mujhe h dekhrahe the mein pehchan gya but fir b confusion thi k dono me se hai kaun. After all mein msg kiya k mujhe stop nahi pataa ab aapka kaam h mujhe bus se utarna. Jab stop aya to wo dono piche aye aur ishara kiya aur piche se utarne lage. Finally woh lamha aya jab m apni jaan se mila. N meine dono se handshake kiya fir hum college ki taraf badhe n college m humne 4 ghante saath guzaare wo 4 ghante mere zindagi k sabse khubsurat 4 ghante hai. Hame kaafi late hogya tha ab humne waha se rickshaw kiya aur Station ki aur badh gaye. N jaane ka dil to bilkul bhi nahi tha but majburi thi. Ghar pahunchne par humne ph p baat ki aur hum bahot khush the apni life se. Dusre din jab mein book nikalne k liye bag khola to thoda shocked hua usmein ek chota sa gift box tha n ek letter tha meine jaise hi dekha next lecture class se bahar aagya aur campus m aake gift box khola usmein ek bahot pyara sa specs( chashma) tha aur saath hi meri jaan ka letter tha. Us letter m bahot kuch aisi baate thi jo hamare liye thi mere aankho se aansu aagye n maine ph kiya k iski kya zarurat thi aur bas i love u babu kaha woh b mujhe reply di n ek flying kis di. Waqt isi tarha guzarta gya. Ek din baato baato me shadi ki baat nikli . Hum dono bahot pareshan hogaye mein bahot depression m aagya kyunki age factor ki wajah se mere daddy kabhi nahi maante the aur uske gharwale b nai ab mera depression usse dekha nahi gya n hum ek dusre s milne k liye bechain the uski mummy kuch kaam ki wajah se bahar gaye the humne juhu m milne ka plan banaya hum santacruz station par mile n waha se choupati gaye rickshey m bus hum dono ek dusre ko dekhe jaarahe the mein uski aankhon m woh dard saaf dekhsakta tha mein uska hath apne hath m liya aur use tasalli di. Hum jaise h juhu pahunche ek shant si jagah par baith gye bahot dur. Ab humne ek dusre se shadi k topic p baat ki aur koi results p hum nahi pahunch paarahe the kyunki yeh humdono k liye bahot mushkil tha aur aaliya kabhi apni mummy ka dil nahi dukhasakti thi. Finally hum is decision p aaye ki jab tak hai tab tak ek dusre ka saath nahi chodenge aur sab kuch upar wale k bharose chod diya n maine kaha jaan aap 3 years wait karlo mein aapke elawa kisi aur ka soch b nai sakta. Usne kaha y mein koshish karungi kyunki sab mummy k hath m hai n daddy k jaane k baad mummy ne hi sab kuch kiya h . Us din se uski...

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